Selfies are a good way to give yourself a confidence boost…. I guess I could really use one T-T

Selfies are a good way to give yourself a confidence boost…. I guess I could really use one T-T

Books help me find sanity… Or, at least some form of sanity. I can relate so much but it’s also nice to just focus on someone else’s problems for a change—even if that person is fictional. I watch them solve it and I laugh when they act stupid and don’t see the obvious answers and I just wonder to myself: why can’t life be that easy? I wish I could just read my life as it went along like a book… I wish I could see all my silly mistakes and know what to do about them instead of just screwing up and being confused.

I want to stop feeling sad every other minute of my life. I’m getting tired of trying to convince myself what and what not to do. 

I was so frustrated and upset today that I had the intent of going to my room and cutting myself… I tried relaxing and thinking for a few by making a sandwich—a bowl fell out of the cupboard and split in half over my head and beet juice went all down the front of my dress.

I cried. 

Like a freaking little baby.

The only good news? I didn’t hurt myself—but only because my head hurt so bad and it was sufficient enough pain.

I now have a big bump on my forehead. 

I don’t think I cried because it hurt, I cried because I was just at my breaking point. It’s like as soon as I’m home I’m thoroughly frustrated and irritable with everything. When this happened? The frustration just hit boiling top and I just broke down and cried.

I fucking hate crying.

I enjoy how relieving it is, but I hate when people see me cry. I don’t like feeling like they see me as weak or overly emotional.

Truth is—I AM emotional. I’m just too good at hiding it… I bottle it up and every now and then the cap pops off and shit hits the fan. 

Woe is me.

hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here

ryuukensu:

Pretty sure this is some sort of astronomical phenomenon 

ryuukensu:

Pretty sure this is some sort of astronomical phenomenon 

(via dontwannasaygoodbye)

hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here

hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here

horseskeepmesane:

She literally got a drink of water and then walked over to my boots and spit the water in them.

(via lolalldayeveryday)

yoyosufo:

the-jaeger-pilot:

Chunk takes his education very seriously


His name is Chunk omg

yoyosufo:

the-jaeger-pilot:

Chunk takes his education very seriously

His name is Chunk omg

(via lolalldayeveryday)

hiphopfactory:

Funniest grad write up in my yearbook bahaha.

hiphopfactory:

Funniest grad write up in my yearbook bahaha.

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I’m a freak, I know.

I treasure pain that falls upon me, because I at least don’t feel guilty for having inflicted it on myself.

crocobaby:

Do you think every president goes through a awkward first few weeks in office when they’re not sure when’s the right time to ask if aliens are real or not?

(via its-called-serendipity)

jandillmann:

Knit one row a day for a year, matching the yarn color to the color of the sky that day.

jandillmann:

Knit one row a day for a year, matching the yarn color to the color of the sky that day.

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